NINE DAYS




9 more days....  NINE!  Holy fuck!  When I committed to this 13.1 mile race, it seemed like it was worlds away.  Now it's only NINE DAYS!  I've put some miles on my feet, they are still sore from my last long run 4 days ago.  My quads are ripped, my legs feel strong.  I can do this!  But HOLY FUCK I'm nervous!

I'm obsessed with this race.  What am I supposed to eat for the next week?  I know I'm not supposed to run, but can I exercise?  What if I trip at the start?  Look at all those people!  What am I going to wear?  What if I don't like my playlist for the race?  GAHHH!

I read today's Cellcom newsletter this morning and I got so nervous I thought I was going to puke.  Then I cried.  Dear Lord, this next week is going to be a long one.  But in 10 days, I will be able to say, "I did it."

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