moving on

You're with someone now.  When I found out, my heart did not sink.  I felt nothing.  For that, I am shocked.  I expected to be sad.  I'm told she's rude, obnoxious, and difficult to be around.  I hope that makes you kick yourself for screwing things up with me.  You had it good.  I keep telling myself that.  You are the one that's losing in this.  Not me.

I hope you're happy.

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  1. SereneApril 26, 2011 at 12:24 PM

    Well I don't hope he's happy. I hope he gets an STD.

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