What am I doing?

So 2 weeks have gone by and the boy is still around.  He's not smothering me as much.  I get my space.  He makes me laugh.  He's full of energy.  But I still don't know what I'm doing.  He calls me baby, and I let him.  I don't think I like it, but I let him.  He asked me the other day if we could be exclusive.  I said no.  He was upset, (haha) but he accepted that answer and moved on.  He talks a lot about the future, like plans for my birthday.  All I can think when he talks like that is, "if you're still around"

I think he's around because he's filling a void.  I'm tired of being alone.  So I let him sleep over.  I let him call me baby.  Romantic, isn't it?  I wonder what he would think if he knew how I really felt.  I wonder if I should tell him.  Nah.  I've told him this much.  I don't want to be exclusive.  If the opportunity presents itself, I will date other people.  I don't care if he dates other people.  I'm in no hurry to be in a relationship.  But then what's the point?  He says to me the other night, "I know you would be jealous as hell if I dates someone else."  Honestly, I think I would be more relieved than anything.  I'm gonna hurt this one.  Wait and see...